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Monday, June 23, 2008

A Great Conversation With my Wonderful Daughter

Her (6:14 PM): sup

Her (6:14 PM): how are you?

Her (6:15 PM): what time is it?

Her (6:16 PM): are you going to right back to me?

Me (6:16 PM): I'm ok.

Me (6:16 PM): Still coughing.

Me (6:16 PM): It's 6:16 PM

Her (6:17 PM): its 11:23

Her (6:17 PM): am

Her (6:17 PM): here

Her (6:17 PM): did you read my emails?

Me (6:17 PM): HOw are you?

Her (6:17 PM): good

Me (6:17 PM): Just the last one.

Her (6:17 PM): except for the periodness

Me (6:17 PM): I just woke up from a anpa and am going back to sleep.

Me (6:17 PM): I have a cough and fever.

Her (6:17 PM): i have a killer period

Me (6:18 PM): Lucky you. I'm sorry.

Her (6:18 PM): lucky?!?!

Me (6:18 PM): I qrote back on thelast email.

Her (6:18 PM): i hope YOU feel better

Me (6:18 PM): Not really lucky,I was being sarcastic.

Me (6:18 PM): Thank you.

Her (6:18 PM): oh

Her (6:18 PM): yup

Me (6:18 PM): I hope you feelbetter,too. Periods suck.

Her (6:18 PM): i can type a lot faster these days, huh?

Me (6:19 PM): Yup

Her (6:19 PM): dont i know it

Her (6:19 PM): i like justine's blog

Me (6:19 PM): Haven't you noticed how all of the words inasentence are inevitably drawn to the end?

Me (6:19 PM): It's because periods suck.

Me (6:19 PM): Imade that up.

Her (6:19 PM): hah

Her (6:20 PM): that was good

Me (6:20 PM): I like Justine's blog,too. She's a cutie.

Me (6:20 PM): Thanks!

Her (6:20 PM): yeah

Her (6:20 PM): and she looks really good in a bikini

Her (6:20 PM): im going to camp tomorrow

Me (6:20 PM): She certainly does.

Her (6:20 PM): im so ooo excited

Me (6:20 PM): Yippeee!

Me (6:20 PM): I bet you can't wait.

Her (6:20 PM): i like this boy

Her (6:20 PM): he's a junior

Me (6:20 PM): You'll have to tell meall about everything.

Her (6:21 PM): his name's zak

Me (6:21 PM): And write about it in your blog!

Her (6:21 PM): okey

Me (6:21 PM): OK

Her (6:21 PM): well, i havent started it yet

Me (6:21 PM): Does he like you, too?

Her (6:21 PM): i dont know

Me (6:21 PM): When you get back from camp or omething

Her (6:21 PM): okalydokalysmokalyjokaly

Me (6:22 PM): LOL

Her (6:22 PM): lmao

Me (6:22 PM): I'll only send weets in modertaion.

Me (6:22 PM): sweets,too

Her (6:22 PM): hah

Her (6:22 PM): christine's just trying to help.

Her (6:22 PM): and she is

Me (6:22 PM): Not wheats

Me (6:22 PM): Sweets

Her (6:22 PM): she stops me from making lots of mistakes that would end up in painful poop

Me (6:23 PM): But she comes off like she's all felling superior to me and all that,andit makes me mad.

Her (6:23 PM): im regular!

Her (6:23 PM): she doesnt feel superior

Me (6:23 PM): A lot pf people are making me mad these days.

Her (6:23 PM): its okay

Me (6:23 PM): Congratulations!!!!

Me (6:24 PM): How do you know she doesn't feel superior, maybe she feels so superior that she can pull off not seeming like she feels superior, but looks down at all of us bugs fromher superiorness, laughing superiorically?!!

Her (6:25 PM): hah

Me (6:25 PM): Thanks.

Her (6:25 PM): but she doesnt

Her (6:25 PM): shes just trying to help me poop

Me (6:25 PM): See, that's what feelingsuperior cando to a guy.

Her (6:25 PM): shes trying to make things go smoothly

Me (6:25 PM): I tried too.

Her (6:25 PM): yea, milk of magnesia

Her (6:25 PM): god, i hate that stuff

Me (6:26 PM): I know, but that's what the doctors said to do.

Me (6:26 PM): Did another really tall guy walk by in your houe?

Her (6:26 PM): hah

Her (6:26 PM): not

Her (6:26 PM): no

Her (6:26 PM): i meant

Me (6:27 PM): OK, but I doit so you know what's going on. Not to bug you.

Me (6:28 PM): Take insect repellant to camp.

Me (6:28 PM): And me.

Her (6:28 PM): take insect repellant to you?

Me (6:28 PM): Can I tell you a secret?

Her (6:28 PM): yea

Her (6:29 PM): s

Her (6:29 PM): yes

Me (6:29 PM): No, take me to camp.,

Her (6:29 PM): oh'

Her (6:29 PM): right

Her (6:29 PM): ha

Me (6:29 PM): stepmother aren

Me (6:29 PM): t supposed to have favorites

Me (6:29 PM): but I do

Her (6:29 PM): and its justine

Her (6:29 PM): huh?

Me (6:29 PM): Yep

Me (6:30 PM): Cause Lucie isa a selfish brat.

Me (6:30 PM): All the time.

Her (6:30 PM): what does she do?

Her (6:30 PM): to be a selfish brat?

Me (6:30 PM): And I have been equally nice to both of them.

Me (6:30 PM): Her mother hastoforce her to come over.

Me (6:30 PM): and when are backs are turned she makes faces at us.

Me (6:30 PM): And she doesn't speak a word to us.

Her (6:31 PM): maybe shes just confused

Her (6:31 PM): she doesnt know what to feel

Me (6:31 PM): And she spends allof our time together, at the movies last weeek, and at dinner last night, text messaging her boyfriend.

Her (6:31 PM): so she just...doesnt do anything

Me (6:31 PM): Maybe, but she isn't nice.

Me (6:31 PM): She doesn't not do anything.

Her (6:31 PM): she talks to you on the phone

Her (6:32 PM): well, she did in texas

Me (6:32 PM): She's mean and bratty, and I don't want tosee her anymore.

Me (6:32 PM): No she doesn't anymore.

Her (6:32 PM): give her a chanc

Her (6:32 PM): e

Me (6:32 PM): And she only did then cause her mothermade her.

Me (6:32 PM): I'mtrying.

Me (6:32 PM): I'm trying to give her a chance.

Her (6:32 PM): and give her time

Me (6:32 PM): I need a new computer.

Her (6:32 PM): it'll take her some time to get used to this

Me (6:33 PM): Mine's slowly dying a long and painful death.

Me (6:33 PM): It's been over a year.

Her (6:33 PM): she thinks her father left her mother and like, cheated on her or whatever. and youre 'trying to be her mom' or something

Me (6:33 PM): But sometimes I don't want to talk to or see you, either. Cause you make me feel bad. And I like you a whole lot more than I like her!

Me (6:34 PM): Her father DID leave her mother.

Her (6:34 PM): and you havent live next door for a whole year

Her (6:34 PM): yea, but did he cheat on her?

Me (6:34 PM): But he left her for someone else. Some crazy woman named Nathalie.

Me (6:34 PM): Who refused to let Fabrice see her daughters.

Her (6:34 PM): and to lucie your just another crazy woman named nathalie

Me (6:34 PM): Yes, he cheated on her with Nathalie.

Her (6:34 PM): who is making fabrice see his daughters

Me (6:35 PM): And then Nathalie went to their house in the middle ofthe night yelling and screaming,and made Fabrice choose, infront of the kids.

Me (6:35 PM): And he left with her.

Her (6:35 PM): and her dad is going from one woman to the next after leaving her mother in the dust with two kids

Her (6:35 PM): see, lucie sees this from a completely different view than you

Her (6:35 PM): it's gotta be hard on here

Me (6:35 PM): He wanted to go back a few days later. And Sandrine would have taken him back. but his Dad stupidly talked himout of it.

Her (6:35 PM): her

Her (6:36 PM): not here

Me (6:36 PM): But I am not a crazy woman named Nathalie.

Me (6:36 PM): I am friends with their Mom.

Her (6:36 PM): no, youre a crazy woman name Me

Me (6:36 PM): And I amnice to them.

Her (6:36 PM): but i love you

Me (6:36 PM): I'mnot that crazy.

Me (6:36 PM): I just have depression.

Her (6:37 PM): you are nice to them, but youre still one of the women that their dad is with instead of their mom

Me (6:37 PM): Lots of people have problems.

Her (6:37 PM): everyone has problem

Her (6:37 PM): s

Her (6:37 PM): even lucie

Me (6:37 PM): And your father makes my depresion worse.

Her (6:37 PM): my dad doesnt even email you

Her (6:37 PM): does he?

Me (6:37 PM): But their Mom is with someone else.

Me (6:37 PM): Sometimes.

Her (6:37 PM): but she was cheated on

Me (6:37 PM): He finds more insidious ways to hurt me.

Me (6:37 PM): So was I.

Her (6:38 PM): you were cheated on?

Me (6:38 PM): Yep.

Her (6:38 PM): huh

Me (6:38 PM): By some woman your Dad worked with at a place called MCI in Iowa City. I thinkthat job lasted like a week or two.

Her (6:38 PM): well, its been 14 years since then, and with lucie its only been a year

Me (6:39 PM): You're right there, and havesome smart things to say.

Her (6:39 PM): let her work through this

Her (6:39 PM): thanks

Me (6:39 PM): Exceptthat Fabrice cheated and left 5 years ago.

Her (6:39 PM): whatever

Her (6:39 PM): same thing

Me (6:39 PM): How am I supposed tolet her doanything. She doesn't give a damn.

Me (6:39 PM): So why should I?

Her (6:39 PM): exactly

Her (6:39 PM): so if you make her do stuff, shes just gonna rebel more

Her (6:40 PM): i should knopw

Her (6:40 PM): know

Her (6:40 PM): *

Me (6:40 PM): That's fine,because I don't even want to see or talk to her again.

Her (6:40 PM): just...

Me (6:40 PM): I know that you should

Me (6:40 PM): and do

Her (6:40 PM): let her come to you

Me (6:40 PM): know

Her (6:40 PM): when shes ready

Me (6:40 PM): She won't.

Me (6:40 PM): Or it might be toolate.

Her (6:40 PM): she will when she wants to

Her (6:40 PM): its never too late

Me (6:40 PM): Cause right now, I don't want to see her or speak to her or waste another second of my life onher again.

Her (6:41 PM): just..breathe

Me (6:41 PM): She has a boyfriend,and he is her whole world. Sofine!

Her (6:41 PM): youve felt this way many time s before

Me (6:41 PM): Thanks.

Me (6:41 PM): Only about you.

Her (6:41 PM): maybe she loves him

Me (6:41 PM): Except for that I love you,soI always wanted the end to work out.

Me (6:41 PM): I don't love Lucie.

Her (6:41 PM): exactly

Me (6:41 PM): So I don't care if he comes to me.

Me (6:42 PM): she

Her (6:42 PM): mom

Me (6:42 PM): She cancometome, and it could be too late.

Me (6:42 PM): With you, I probably wouldn't ever be too late.

Her (6:42 PM): calm down a little, and you do love her

Her (6:42 PM): thanks

Me (6:42 PM): You lived inmy belly.

Me (6:42 PM): She lives down the road.

Her (6:42 PM): that's why you care this much

Me (6:42 PM): I met you before you were born.

Her (6:42 PM): because you love her

Me (6:42 PM): I met her last July.

Her (6:42 PM): she met YOU last july

Me (6:43 PM): Now,because I care about Fabrice and Sandrine and Justine.

Her (6:43 PM): she probly doesnt love YOU yet either

Me (6:43 PM): Justine does, though, and she said it first!

Her (6:43 PM): its not a race

Me (6:43 PM): And Lucie probably never will.

Her (6:43 PM): mom

Me (6:43 PM): I ammad atFabrice's parent too.

Her (6:43 PM): mom

Me (6:44 PM): And this will sound dumb.

Me (6:44 PM): But I am mostly mad at them because they are mad at Fabrice's daughters for not visiting them and for acting like brats.

Me (6:44 PM): But Fabrice's Dad says that Justine has a mustache.

Me (6:44 PM): That's not a nice thing to say to a 12 year old girl.

Her (6:45 PM): what a jack ass

Me (6:45 PM): And his parents have a tendency of saying nasty things. So I stuck up for the girls.

Me (6:45 PM): And now they're mad at me.

Her (6:45 PM): god!! what a fu**in JACKASS

Me (6:45 PM): EXACTLY!!!!

Her (6:45 PM): UGH'

Her (6:46 PM): you dont just say a girl has a mustache

Me (6:46 PM): And he told Fabrice's nephew Loic, who is a little chubby, that he is too fat, and can't have any candy like all of the other kids.

Her (6:46 PM): and he has a WIFE?

Me (6:46 PM): On Christmas!

Her (6:46 PM): ugh

Me (6:46 PM): Yes, but she isn't the nicest either.

Her (6:46 PM): WHAT AN EFFING ASSHOLE

Me (6:46 PM): She's mad at ME for what happened toFabrice.

Her (6:47 PM): i still havent written them a thank you card or whatever i was supposed to

Me (6:47 PM): When I spent $10000 of my money and who knows how much time and effort getting himinto, and then out of the Army.

Me (6:47 PM): It would be nice if you would. Even if their present was a tad bit odd for a teenage girl.

Me (6:47 PM): Your brother got the same one.

Her (6:47 PM): mom, i really hat to end this heated discussion, but i have to go in 6 minutes

Her (6:47 PM): what did they give me?

Me (6:47 PM): It's still important to be polite, even to jackasses.

Her (6:47 PM): i cant remember

Me (6:48 PM): An ugly orange cup

Her (6:48 PM): oh'

Her (6:48 PM): right

Me (6:48 PM): With a snow scene onit.

Me (6:48 PM): OK, I will let you go.

Her (6:48 PM): what a lovely gift

Me (6:48 PM): I am glad we had this conversation.

Me (6:48 PM): It meant a lot to me.

Her (6:48 PM): me too

Me (6:48 PM): REALLY.

Me (6:48 PM): You're a good kid.

Her (6:48 PM): thanks

Her (6:48 PM): see ya

Me (6:48 PM): O I might not give up on you for the next four years.

Her (6:49 PM): ha

Me (6:49 PM): You're welcome.

Me (6:49 PM): CU

Her (6:49 PM): bye

Her (6:49 PM): feel better

Me (6:49 PM): Love youm, too

Her (6:49 PM): love you

Her (6:49 PM): byebye

Me (6:49 PM): Have fun at camp

Me (6:49 PM): fin, too

Me (6:49 PM): Byebye

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