So, did the week pan out?
My horoscopes this week were kind of off ~ I knew there was a reason I don't pay much attention to such things!
I'm tired. Depressed and tired.
Today is Morgan's birthday. She's being a complete brat.
I had a tough week at work. Getting used to a new job is hard going. Sometimes I love it, other times, not so much. Today was one of those times.
He asked me to marry him. Then he disappeared. Again.
We talked last Thursday. I haven't seen him for three weeks now, though. I miss him. How can I marry a person who retreats like this?
I love him. I more than love him.
He is brilliant. He is kind. He is gentle. He is loving.
I more than love him. I LIKE him. I like being with him. I like talking to him. I like the way he makes me feel. I like his scent. I like the strength of his arms, and the power of his soul.
I want to be with him. I want to see him. Every day. I want to share my life with him. I want to understand his world.
I don't get it. I don't like not getting it.
I am tired. I am lonely. I am emotionally drained. I want to lie in the safety of his world and rest. I don't know how long I can keep this up.
I'm tired. Depressed and tired.
Today is Morgan's birthday. She's being a complete brat.
I had a tough week at work. Getting used to a new job is hard going. Sometimes I love it, other times, not so much. Today was one of those times.
He asked me to marry him. Then he disappeared. Again.
We talked last Thursday. I haven't seen him for three weeks now, though. I miss him. How can I marry a person who retreats like this?
I love him. I more than love him.
He is brilliant. He is kind. He is gentle. He is loving.
I more than love him. I LIKE him. I like being with him. I like talking to him. I like the way he makes me feel. I like his scent. I like the strength of his arms, and the power of his soul.
I want to be with him. I want to see him. Every day. I want to share my life with him. I want to understand his world.
I don't get it. I don't like not getting it.
I am tired. I am lonely. I am emotionally drained. I want to lie in the safety of his world and rest. I don't know how long I can keep this up.
posted by Nana @ 20:17
3 Comments:
At 6/5/06 03:17 ,
Julie Kertesz - me - moi - jk said...
Many men are afraid of commitment, afraid of opening, and after being wonderfull, they retrait.
I hope, it will go well with you.
Whatever, remember: it is wonderfull to be in love and to like one you love even more!
At 6/5/06 08:10 ,
Nana said...
It is, indeed, wonderful to be in love, you’re right about that, Julie!
Thank you for your insightful advice. All I can do is wait and see what happens. But, as my friend, Vicky, says, sometimes the hardest thing to do is nothing!!
Oui, tu as raison, Julie c’est bien merveilleux d’être amoureuse! Merci beaucoup de tes sages conseils. Tu ce que je puisse faire c’est d’attendre et voir ce qui se passe. Mais, comme dit ma copine, Vicky, parfois le plus difficile, c’est de ne rien faire !!
At 7/5/06 01:15 ,
Julie Kertesz - me - moi - jk said...
Good birthday for her!
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